Change

The year 2010 is the year that my families life was altered for forever.  Every dream, every hope and every plan I had ever made about my future was completely  shattered.  I am still picking up the pieces and trying my best to put them back together but up til this point it hasn't been easy.  This is when I wish there were some sort of button I could push just to make everything OK.  I feel like through everything I have been through this year I have been broken down, but broken down with a purpose, a purpose to be built back up and made strong enough to share everything I have been through with the hopes of helping someone like myself.  I am not a professional writer and I am not a counselor but I am someone who has been dealt a hard blow and who has made it through so far and is still moving forward.  I still don't know what God himself has planned for my life but I'm holding onto faith and hope that he will soon see fit to lead me in the direction that he would have me to go.  I have been broken but broken with a purpose and even though I still don't know what that purpose is I'm sure in the end it will be something totally beautiful...